With passion the pen moves
Past the point of no return,
Where words engulf reason
And rational action is acquitted.
I write of things that I have only felt in my sleep
Or hidden in the broken chambers of my heart,
Aching to take residence in the physical world,
Void of ridicule.
Hidden, sheltered is you.
Us.
The well is clandestine, but pristine. Deep. Covered by the constant clamor of the leaves. Of voices.
A paradise dwelling far in the forest of not lies, but truth.
An entire life, shielded by a fancy backdrop, built on the backs of lust and desire.
And voyeuristic need;
Wanting something that someone has birthed an allure for.
And now I crave.
A bystander to my own life.
Harshly learning that I have been granted my own independence, my own reality.
Vigorously checking the list as a scavenger at a children’s party.
Only to realize this scroll of wishes gets longer.
The days get shorter.
It becomes a bucket list.
I check off days ’til i die.
Therefore, I selfishly yearn you.
For if you escape me, i will not know.
And death is not knowing,
so i go.
Ahead.
With no regard for life.
For there is not one,
But the second that passed.
“Scavenging. For a Bucket List.”
-iamjeffcohran
2.18.11
Atlanta to Brussels